Weigh To Go! Part 21
December 2005 Starting Weight: 178.9
August's Weigh-In: 144.3
September's Weigh-In: 145.2
October's Weigh-In: 147.8
Ok, I didn’t mean to skip out on the entire month of October. I’ve been studying since September for a major comprehensive exam that I need to pass in order to get my degree and so for the last month all I’ve done is study in every spare moment I’ve gotten. Thankfully over the weekend I took the exam and now I’m just sitting around waiting to hear if I passed it. As you can see by the numbers, things just have kind of been steady. And when I say steady I mean a steady increase in the direction of up. It’s terrible folks. When my life gets busy like it has lately everything goes on the back burner. And when I get stressed out, like I did over this exam that is testing the knowledge I’ve spent three year accumulating, I throw everything out the window and focus solely on what needs to be done and eating goes out of control and is sometimes used as comfort or a de-stressor. The biggest problem with this is that after the dust has settled and I survive whatever stressful challenge I’ve been dealing with, I have to face whatever damage I’ve done poundage-wise. And that’s where I’m at now. I’m flirting with the 150 mark; something I haven’t done since May/June of 2006 but during that time it was a downward trend. I can’t believe that around this time last year I only weighed 134. I really don’t want to undo all the hard work that I put in. I keep saying this and now it’s time to really make an effort to do something about it. So, where to begin…
2 Comments:
Hi Lynne. I'm so glad to hear from you, and glad to hear your exam is over with. I know it seems hard right now, but if you just take it one day at a time, hell, one meal at a time, I know you can get back to it. We're here for you - keep posting! :)
You make me a happy girl today! YOU'RE BACK! YAY! Can you tell I missed your posts? :)
I totally understand what you're talking about - I've been there too! (Too many times actually...) But I also know that you can do this again! Welcome back.
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